Fantasía

Today  ..while i'm getting up,the first thing i thought of is here.

I'm worried about here.

I'm a girl who is lack of a sense of security.

until now I just see it clearly in my deep soul.

it was waken up by these affairs recently.

hey, dear, i don't mean to make you uncomfortable.

the first article i typed ...well, it's quite emotional.

however i don't  think  that  expresses my opinions well.

but you insist on keeping the original one for  intercomunication.

so...i typed a new one, keep the oringinal article.

i was so afraid that u won't talk to me forever coz this article which is intensely emotional.

that's not what i want.

the only thing i wanna make you understand is what i need and how i feel  but not to accuse you.

hey, Ben, i felt that you're a little bit angry or uncomfortable ...whatever ..i guess that you're  quite uncomfortable after reading.

coz your messages of cell phone, your  messages of MSN  and the ring of you talking to me in the phone call yesterday.@@

or you're just  too busy to express yourself  calmly? 

sorry ,i'm just scared..well..i'm just a fool.